Friday, January 31, 2014

Cost of my treatment

Scripture of the Day:

Deuteronomy 3:22


Do not be afraid of them; the Lord your God himself will fight for you.


Our God is and Awesome God; He reigns 






July 1,2011
The sores are still on my hands and although I can walk, my hands and feet still ache I’m having such a hard time sleeping and the feeling of a bladder infection they said I may have is awful. I walk and can feel my bladder bouncing, but I don’t pee very much when I go.

I read back through the scriptures that I was moved to write down. The first to move me was Genesis 15:1…Fear not Abram, I am they shield and thy exceeding great reward. Well, that has all come true. God has shielded, blessed me and made me whole again. I had this strong feeling that I would come out better than ever. I’m not perfect. I’m still a little too heavy. But my fingernails are growing again. That makes me wonder what else was wrong with my body that’s right now. I’m cancer free! But when I felt I’d be better than ever, I never dreamed it would be financially better too. We found out the cost of each chemo-therapy treatment is $30,000.00 plus. We were floored. Our military insurance takes care of it. Wow.

January 31, 2014
We were very fortunate and blessed. But think about those people who have to take chemo-therapy and don't have insurance. It doesn't matter if you have breast cancer, leukemia or any kind of cancer. Please consider donating to Susan G. Komen or Relay for Life or the American Cancer Society. There are all kinds of people out there that need help just to get the treatment they need.

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you. 

I also maintain a second blog that keeps me occupied and entertained.

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

New Symptoms from Chemo

Scripture of the day:

Job 29:3

            By His light I walked through the darkness



June 26, 2011

There is a new symptom that has popped up in the last couple of days. The palms of my hands, my fingers, the pads of my feet and my toes have started peeling making everything raw. It hurts to walk and write. If you press my fingernails back into my fingers, that hurts…like tapping your fingernails on the table. This new thing is hurting David too. He hates what I’m going through. I try not to complain because that also hurts him and I hate being the cause of his pain. I am becoming more bald, but the top of my head is breaking out and itches. It’s becoming painful as well.

January 29, 2011
Wow. I had forgotten some of this. I was reminded of it just yesterday when a friend of mine was asking me questions like "Did this or that happen to you?" She is just starting her journey to recovery. This as I remember was not pleasant. We bought horse liniment which is very strong on the lanolin and I would put those one both my hands and feet before I went to bed. I would wear socks on my feet and my husband brought home glove liners they used at work and I'd wear those on my hands. It would help some and let me get through the next day at work. But I remember that I had to use my stool I carried to school to sit on as I taught because it hurt to stand. 

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

I also maintain a second blog that keeps me occupied and entertained.

Friday, January 24, 2014

LIfe has changed forever.

Scripture of the Day:
Isaiah 58:11

            The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen you frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.




June 25, 2011
March 3,2011 – my life changed forever. It’ll never be the same again. I have seen miracles and cried millions of tears. I have family and friends in California, Texas, Arizona, Michigan, Kansas, Maryland, Georgia, Florida and other zip codes in Hampton Roads that call once or twice a week….how are you. We’re praying for you.  What a wonderful feeling. 

January 24, 2014
It was really wonderful to realize how much I mattered to so many people. It was such a healing to know that people cared enough to check in on me. Yes my life changed for ever. It will never be the same. But I've learned to live with and grow in my new "skin". 

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

I also maintain a second blog that keeps me occupied and entertained

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Count the Small Blessings Too

Scripture of the Day: 
Deuteronomy 33:27

            The eternal God is your refuge and underneath are everlasting arms; and He shall thrust out the enemy from before you.



June 22, 2011

The last three days have been awful. Sunday I was near the bathroom all day long. Monday was like before…but not moving around much. Yesterday I was tired and nauseated and emotionally like the Tuesday that I got upset about students only this time it was family members and I’m still upset. I don’t understand. 

We went to see Dr. Wilson yesterday. Now I know what that exam is like. She did the same thing as a breast exam only through the neck area looking for swollen lymph nodes.

It’s sad when you realize that your big accomplishment for the day is just getting out of bed. David called that a positive thing. I guess it was. I talked to a friend on face book who had breast cancer. She said she didn’t get out of bed for 3 days when the chemo symptoms hit. I was only down one day. So I guess I’m doing good. I need to learn to count the small blessings, too.

January 22, 2014
It's normal. I remember beginning to realize that what was happening to me was normal. You need to understand how much that realization was helpful. At first, I thought my symptoms were happening only to me. There was something wrong. I was sure of it. My chemo treatments were on Tuesday and I'd go through an emotional day. Then a day of being sick. I remember that was always on the weekend. That was good because I didn't have miss any work. I had already missed so much! Along with the sickness, I just didn't feel like moving. Talking to my friend was helpful in realizing the normalcy and having David to help me find the small blessings is and was a gift.

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

I also maintain a second blog about the projects that I do to keep me busy and entertained. 

Monday, January 20, 2014

Write it down


 Scripture of the Day:
John 14: 18
            I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.


June 16, 2011
I’m going to see Dr. Taylor today. I really need to get a prayer section going on this journal for all the things everyone sends me or writes for me. I didn’t get to see Dr. Taylor after all. But his stand-in clarified things for me.

June 17, 2011

Emily posted this line “a celtic wisdom – as long as I have breath, I hope”. Today is the last day of school. The side effects of Thursday’s chemo treatment are showing up early. I hurt faster than before. I came home and slept for 3 hours.

January 20, 2014
I posted two days because there was not much there for either of them. Dr. Taylor is my plastic surgeon. During all of these chemo-treatments, I was still getting injections to expand the expanders surgically placed in my chest to stretch the muscles so that there would be room for the implants win the time comes. I am enjoying re-reading some of the things that I wrote 2 years ago. It did my heart good to read the Celtic Wisdom that my daughter posted on facebook. If you see things that make you feel good or at least better, write them down. But then remember to read them now and again. I haven't done that I need to do it, even now. The fear still comes back now and then. 

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

I also maintain a second blog about the projects that I do to keep me occupied as a retired teacher. Keeping busy doing something I believe to be important. You may find something you like:

Friday, January 17, 2014

God has Perfect Timing

Scripture of the Day:

John 14:27
            “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.




June 15, 2011
I had my second chemo treatment yesterday. I got very nauseous at one point and they stopped the treatment to give me medicine for it. I’m very sleepy. Amanda (my cousin) did a wonderful thing today… she wrote me a story:

My hair has always been abused – dyed, bleached, chopped, twisted, taken for granted. For the duration of my life it's been disposable, never something I cared about. It was something trivial that sprouted from my skull, to be experimented with, something that would always come back.

 But for all this mistreatment, I've never shaved my head. I held onto it in whatever form.

 As long as I can remember, Tobie has had thick, wavy blond hair that reached the middle of her back. Hair can be loved, hair can be appreciated. It can be feminine and part of one's identity.

When Tobie appeared in a recent photo, smiling, proud, beautiful – and bald – the hope and courage was so much more evident without all that hair to detract from her face. I couldn't come up with a reason NOT to shed my own raggedy locks.

 For Tobie, for every future cancer survivor (her words), for every family member by their side, for everyone left behind, for every woman who has suffered cancer - and the moments of wavering identity that come with change in the mirror. For women who worry about being women. Hair isn't just hair most of the time when it comes to the female appearance, and there are far greater sacrifices that these amazing women have made, and far more to make – but the absence of hair is the most obvious clue to your trials, and one of the most basic connections to the person you recognize as yourself. Being comfortable as a new person is no small task.

My shaved head seems like such a small offering in wake of all this strength, but it's all I know to give.

It's just hair, ladies, and it's been hiding your beautiful faces.  Good luck, Tobie. Your bravery is as obvious as your love.


-Amanda Gowin

January 17, 2014
I still hate that I look different in the mirror and I still do. But then I re-read what Amanda wrote and what she did for me and I realize how blessed I really am. Try to find the blessings. God couldn't have timed this story that Amanda published on Facebook any better. I had come home feeling so down, tired and sick. God knew what I needed.

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Early Detection


Scripture of the Day:
John 14:27

            “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.



January 15, 2014
I cannot stress enough the importance of early detection. It can mean the difference between life and death. It occurs to me that I could explain this better than I have in the past. My cancer was Stage 1 Invasive Carcinoma Breast Cancer., Estrogen Positive. I have to admit that I still don't understand what the estrogen positive means. My mammogram found it early in it's development. It was a tumor that was 1.6 centimeters big. In my breast surgeon's exam room, there is a chart that says it took this tumor 8 years to get this large!! When I say we found it early in it's development, that may be a misnomer. But even if I've carried it around with me for the 8 years, 1.6 centimeters is not as big as you think, about the size of a very small ball bearing. I say "my cancer was" because after almost 3 years, I am still cancer free. But you don't have to take my word for how important early detection is. Listen to the story about these twins. What courage!

Twins Battle with Breast Cancer 
If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

I maintain a second blog that keeps me sane and occupied. I believe the staying busy helps to keep you mind of things that is a waste of time to think about. These are projects that I do.
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Monday, January 13, 2014

Life Goes On with Weddings

Scripture of the Day:
 Mark 5: 36
            Don't be afraid just believe.



June 13, 2011
Friday we went to Michael’s wedding In Columbus, Ohio. Because of it, I didn’t get to visit much with Nancy (mother of the groom and my sister).  When David, Mom and I left we ran into a hell of a storm with hail.

Saturday we went to the park and had a pizza picnic. I ate before I went. I don’t do pizza on a good day. I’ve been having issues with greasy food. Pizza counts as greasy to me.
We went to the 175th birthday dinner for the First Presbyterian Church. It was nice. Afterward, David and I renewed  our vows in front of our mothers. Chuck officiated and he and Becky sang “Devoted to You” , the same song they sang the first time around.

January 11, 2014
I remember this very well. It was really the first time that I had been to a family function or event since this all started. It was good to go and have some fun and forget my troubles for a while. I do remember some foods bothered me. I can't say that it was because of the chemo or not for sure, though. 

We had been wanting to renew our vowels for a while. But it is really hard to get everyone together when we all live so far apart from each other. We plan to do it again the next time all of our children are in the same place. This one was for our mothers. 


I'm not quite bald yet in this picture. But from the time I started chemo-therapy, David kept his head shaved until I started growing mine back. 

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

I also maintain a second blog. This is my projects and crafts that I do to keep busy and entertained now that I am retired. I believe that keeping busy is really important in the healing process. 


Friday, January 10, 2014

Choosing to Cut my Hair before it falls out

Scripture of the Day:
Matthew 5:23

            Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven…



June 10, 2011
We’re in Ohio for Michael’s wedding. Wednesday night before we left, I decided to cut some more of my hair. We went to Super Cuts. The girl was as sweet as she could be. She cried with me. She cut it as short as David’s. David had his head shaved for me. As many times as I’ve seen him that way because he’d do it before he deployed, it has a new meaning this time. When we got here yesterday, Becky took pictures. They weren’t bad. The one of Marlee and me was really cute.


January10, 2013

My trip to Ohio was a long one. It is normally a 8 1/2 ot 9 hour drive. In order for the doctor to clear me to go, I had to promise to stop often and keep the blood flowing in my legs. My husband was NOT going to let me break that promise. We stopped at every road side rest along the way and parked as far from the restroom as we could get so that I'd have to walk. This is a habit that we continue to do even now. Marlee is my niece, the adopted daughter of my sister. I felt pretty good about my short hair. It wasn't as hard to get used to as I thought. 

I talk about David shaving his head before he deployed. If you don't know what that means, it means that he would be going out on his submarine for at least 6 months. In the Navy, you have to pass inspections. Submarines didn't have barbers, so he'd just shave his had and not worry about that part of his inspection.  It really did take on a different meaning when he did it for me. As long as I was bald, so was he. I even had a female cousin shave her head for me. I was so blessed by such loving and caring family. 

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

I also maintain a second blog about the projects that I do to keep myself occupied now that I am retired. Staying busy is important as well. 

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Attitude is Critical


Scripture of the Day:

Psalm 73:26


            My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.





Attitudes and Cancer

Emotions and feelings are an important part of coping with a cancer diagnosis. When a person is told they have cancer, questions like these may come up:
  • Did I bring the cancer on myself?
  • Can emotions really cause cancer to grow?
  • Can I control the tumor growth by visualizing how my body is fighting the cancer or by thinking myself well?
  • Would relaxation or keeping a “positive attitude” help cure my cancer?
Treatment that deals with our emotions and relationships (sometimes called psychosocial interventions) can help people with cancer feel more upbeat and have a better quality of life. But there isn’t good evidence to support the idea that these interventions can reduce the risk of cancer, keep cancer from coming back (prolong remission), or help the person with cancer live longer. Still, things like imagery, hypnosis, or relaxation can be used to help reduce the distress that often comes with a cancer diagnosis.

Personality traits and cancer

For many years there have been those who were convinced that people with certain personality types were more likely to get cancer. The common thought was that neurotic people and introverts were at the highest risk of cancer. Along with that, some believed that personality affected the outcome of cancer — the likelihood that a person with cancer might die.
Most of the study results on the subject tended to show no link between personality and cancer, but a few seemed to support the idea. Experts noted that many of these published studies were smaller, poorly designed, or not very well controlled. This means that their results were more likely to be due to bias or random chance. Also, some journals tended to publish the studies that suggested there was a link and reject those that showed no link. People are then more likely to read or hear about the few studies that seemed to show a link but not find out about those that didn’t show any link.
In 2010, the largest and best-designed scientific study to date was published. It looked at nearly 60,000 people, who were followed over time for a minimum of 30 years. This careful study controlled for smoking, alcohol use, and other known cancer risk factors. The study showed no link between personality and overall cancer risk. There was also no link between personality traits and cancer survival.

Does it help to keep a positive attitude?

People with cancer and their families may feel guilty about their emotional responses to the illness. They may feel pressure to keep a positive attitude at all times, which is unrealistic. This feeling of pressure can come from within themselves, from other people, or both. Sadness, depression, guilt, fear, and anxiety are all normal parts of learning to cope with major life changes, and a cancer diagnosis is a major life change. Trying to ignore these feelings or not talking with others about them can make the person with cancer feel lonely. It can also make the emotional pain worse. And some people feel guilty or blame themselves when they can’t “stay positive,” which only adds to their emotional burden.
Along these same lines, many people want to believe that the power of the mind can control serious diseases. This is a comforting belief that can make a person feel safer from the risk of serious illness. If it were true, you could use your mind to stop the cancer from growing. But the down side of such beliefs is that when people with cancer don’t do well, they may blame themselves.
To learn more about attitude and survival, researchers looked at the emotional well-being of more than 1,000 patients with head and neck cancer to find out whether it affected survival. Over time, those who scored high on emotional well-being showed no differences in cancer growth or length of life when compared to those with low scores. Based on what we know now about how cancer starts and grows, there is no reason to believe that emotions can cause cancer or help it grow.

Can psychotherapy help people live longer?

Research in the area of therapy, stress reduction, and cancer has come up with mixed findings. This can confuse reporters and patients alike. For example, a research study done in 1989 by David Spiegel and colleagues seemed to link a difference in survival with taking part in a support group. But other researchers who did the same kinds of studies did not have the same outcomes.
A 2004 study review pooled the results of many well-designed studies of cancer patients getting psychotherapy. With more than 1,000 patients in the final results, no effect was found on survival.
In 2007, other researchers looked at all the previous studies. They found that no randomized clinical trial set up to look at survival and psychotherapy has shown a positive effect, except in cases where medical care was a confounding factor. (This means that one group’s medical care could have been different enough to affect the results.)
Finally, Spiegel himself tried to repeat the 1989 study with a new group in 2007 to see if the result would be the same as that of their earlier trial. The 2007 study reported better quality of life among those who took part in the group, but there was no difference in survival.
In the last few decades, research has further shown that giving cancer patients information in a support group setting helps reduce tension, anxiety, and tiredness (fatigue), and may lower the risk of depression. Some other studies have shown that supporting cancer patients in keeping doctors’ appointments and teaching them about their treatment may help patients follow their treatment plan. While keeping doctors’ appointments and taking cancer treatment medicines as prescribed may help people live longer, this type of support is more medical and practical rather than mental health care.
It seems clear that support groups can affect quality of life, but the available scientific evidence does not support the idea that support groups or other forms of mental health therapy can help people with cancer live longer.

Mental health treatment and emotional support

Cancer affects your body, but it affects your emotions and feelings, too. Mental health treatment that claims to alter tumor growth is not recommended as the only form of cancer treatment, nor should it be sought just because someone thinks it might prolong life. But mental health care and emotional support can help patients and their loved ones better manage cancer and its treatment. Talk to the members of your cancer care team about things you can do to help yourself through a cancer diagnosis and treatment. Sometimes it also helps to talk to other survivors who are going through the same things you are facing.
Your attitudes, emotions, and moods can change from day to day, and even from hour to hour. You may feel good one day and terrible the next. Know that this is normal and that, with time, most people are able to adjust to a cancer diagnosis and move forward with their lives. Some may need extra help from a support group or a mental health professional to learn to cope better. Find the strength and support you need to feel the best you can and have the best possible quality of life.
If you would like to visit a support group or talk to someone about the life changes and emotions you are going through, ask your health care team about the resources you can use at your hospital, doctor’s office, or clinic. You can also contact your American Cancer Society at 1-800-227-2345 to find out about sources of support that are available near you.

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I copied this article from the American Cancer webpage. I also have a link below about another Breast Cancer Survivor that talks about the power of positive thinking. I firmly believe that my determination to be normal and not give in to the anger, depression, and fear is what cured me and is keeping me healthy. Some how you have to find the strenght to stay positive.
If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless with His healing touch. I know He loves you. 

Stay Positive

I also maintain a second blog that helps me to stay positive. I think that being occupied with things to do keeps me from thinking about all the negative things.
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Monday, January 6, 2014

Bald is Beautiful.

Scripture of the Day:

1st Theologian 5:16-17

            Always be joyful. Never stop praying.





Bald is Beautiful

June 8, 2011
My hair started falling out Monday after school. I ran my fingers through my hair and brought out a small handful. Then Tuesday morning, I watched my hair go down the drain.  I was pretty upset even though I knew it was going to happen. All day yesterday, I wasn’t much for a teacher or anyone’s company. Today is easier even though nothing’s changed. It’s thinning a lot in the back.  I watched my hair go down the drain again this morning and it looked like a little larger amount than yesterday. I brought my breast cancer ball cap to school. If it starts coming out in chunks, I’ll put that on. I’ve pretty much decided to wait ‘til there is an actual bald spot before I shave my head. The only saving grace is that this should be the last hurdle other than actually getting the implants.

But I am nervous about the left breast. The fluid didn’t completely drain way back when. Dr. Tayler doesn’t particularly like the situation, but won’t do another about it because of my defenses being down due to the chemo. He’s afraid of infection. I’m afraid it’ll happen anyway. My left side aches, or feels like someone shooting needles. It just doesn't feel right.

I spoke to Elaine Hogue (don’t remember her last name) about redoing our vows after the program on Saturday night. She said that would be ok.  But it’ll be close to 9PM. Can our moms last that long. I don’t even know if Diane is planning on going. May be ti would be better to do it in the afternoon at one of the lakes…Hammertown or Alma.
When I started losing my hair, it was done my back. To get used to have shorter hair. It was different.

January 5, 2014
I remember being so terrified about losing my hair. I'd already lost my breasts and now I was going to lose my hair, too? I had a lot of it to lose.


It was horrible losing the hair. But if you keep reading my posts, it did get better. I grew to appreciate no bad hair days.

If you are making the same journey that I am, may God bless with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

I also maintain a second blog. This is about the crafts and projects that keep me busy as a retired teacher. Keeping busy is important in my recovery.





Friday, January 3, 2014

You Will Have Really Rough Days

Scripture of the Day:

Psalm 94:22
But the Lord has become my fortress and my God the rock in whom I take refuge.






June 3, 2011 
Today is not a great day. I’m up, I’m at work and functioning. It’s a good day.

Psalm 94:22
But the Lord has become my fortress and my God the rock in whom I take refuge.
Lamentations 3:58
You came to my rescue, Lord and saved my life.

I’d rather walk with God in the dark, than alone in the night 

January 3, 2014
I had a really bad day at school that day. But I couldn't share these events here. What I would like you to understand is that I am a very patient person and I refuse to let my students get under my skin. One of the things that I tried to teach my special education students was that they shouldn't let other people push their buttons. Some of these students are easily annoyed. I tried to lead by example. I think I was pretty good at it. I've been told over and over that colleagues can't figure out how I do it. 

But on this day I didn't and it was very hard to take. I believe with all my heart the pressures that I had been under with the breast cancer undermined my strength to endure the classroom. I want you to know that you will have some really rough days. But after almost 3 years, it will get better. I even yet get tired of all the doctor's appointments, but I'm doing great.

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with His healing touch. I know He loves you.

I also maintain another blog that helps keep me sane now that I have retired. I do a lot of different projects to keep me busy. 

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Cost and Effect of Chemo-Therapy

Scripture of the Day:
Deuteronomy 31:6

            Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them for the Lord your God goes with you, He will never leave you nor forsake you.




June 2, 2011
It’s been a week and 2 days since the treatment. The next Wednesday, I went back for some kind of shot. I have no idea what it is for. Thursday and Friday, I was pretty tired but no real pain. Saturday, at Stony Creek, I did walk up to the cabin. She said to stay active, so I did. Food had not been an issue. I’d just take the nausea medicine. Sunday morning I felt the same way that I did the morning I passed out and went back in the hospital. It scared David to death. All I did was get up and get dressed. He thought he was calling an ambulance. I took nausea medicine and Imodium AD and laid back down for a while before we could come back to Virginia Beach. The drive was kind of long. When we got back I went to bed and slept until 2 PM. Sunday was definitely a bad day. Monday I got up but sat around most of the day. We had part of our tree taken out and put our golf cart up for sale.  So, David was in and out all day. Tuesday was better, I went to work but the exhaustion is still there. We went to see Dr. Amy at 3. She just wanted to check in with me and see how I was doing. While we were there, I had her fill out insurance forms. They gave us an itemized bill!! It was over $31,000 and didn’t include Tuesday’s appointment and blood work!! Oh yes, and strands of hair are coming out.

Yesterday was a great day. No pain, no nausea, energetic and no constipation or diarrhea and I still have my hair. I even got in the pool. I’d walk around grateful for the good and smiling. People would want to know what I’m smiling about. When I think about the “great days” that I let go by unnoticed, ti breaks my heart. I hope I always appreciate the “great days”.

The day did go downhill in the evening. The pain and nausea came back. I had trouble going to sleep.

Oh and yes. When we heard the cost, we were really upset. We are so blessed that Tricare takes care of this. I was so scared for the my friend with skin cancer. I was pretty sure the wouldn’t be so blessed with cost. Then I read that he was cancer free and no chemo for him. 

I got up in the night and got on facebook. I wanted to write my status here:

Status:
The phrase says "Navy Wife, the toughest job in the Navy". Make no mistake, even though Uncle Sam never signed my paycheck, I was as much a part of "this man's Navy" as if I had enlisted. I would like to coin a new phrase, "Breast Cancer Husband, the toughest job in breast cancer". Uncle Sam still signes David's paycheck, but he is as much a breast cancer survivor as I am.

January 1, 2014
I remember when the effects of the chemo-therapy started taking hold. If you continue to read this, you will see that it would settle down into a routine. I can still remember the surprise at the cost of chemo-therapy. I was so fortunate with the insurance that we had. I really feel for those that don't have any insurance and now what will the Affordable Care Act do for those who need the care the most here in the United States!! Please consider donating to Breast Cancer sites or the American Cancer Society or St. Judes. Chemo is such a burden even without the worry of cost. 

If you are making this journey as I am, may God bless you with his healing touch. I know he loves you.

I also maintain another blog about the craft projects that I do to keep me sane. 
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